Reading through my past entries, I suddenly realized that my writing style has changed alot...

In fact, so many things about me has changes so much... Until people who have not seen me for 3 years ago cannot recognize me anymore.

My voice has changed
My looks has changed - alot.
My character has changed

and, even my thinking has changed...

But deep down inside, I'm still the same Andrew who was your friend and still is...


I.. think I've been rather mean towards Dominic lately...
I feel really really very bad, and somehow, sorry doesnt seem to be sufficient to justify what I've been doing...
I really wish I could just hold him close for a long time...

He's always smiling and cheerful and the like, and somehow I'm like the opposite...
Quiet, reserved and somewhat gloomy as compared to him...

I love him for who he is...
I still love him as much as I had on the first time I met him... maybe more even..

Our 5th anniversary has just passed not too long ago...

5 months is like eons in terms of an AJ relationship....

But whoever said time was of any consequence?

I love Dominic.


*hugs*